just as everything was starting to get better.....

[alexistheshit]

so i had an overall great spring break despite a few minor glitches that have now been resolved. college visiting was good, crew was such a good ass kicking that i desperately needed however much i complained (like every day for five days straight), my birthday was decent, everything was / is good

and now for some reason im randomly upset and saying things that i dont mean and hurting people who i dont mean to hurt and finding out that some person said they saw me hit a car and wrote a letter to the person and now i have to pay insurance and i didnt think i was that bad of a driver and im not but thats so ridiculous and makes me feel horrible and stupid and i dont know why im feeling this way because its not that big of a deal and everything really is going well........

im also afraid that im turning into a huge bitch and i dont want that