Dec 02, 2005 20:27
lets start with yesterday. had two classes, didn't understand a damn thing that was going on in math class, worked all day long until practice, retook a chem test, had practice, went to CRI, thought i was going to die, came home, made history flashcards, studied until midnight, didnt do the rest of my homework. woke up at 5 30 this morning, went to starbucks, studied in starbucks for 1.5 hours, went to school, didnt understand math again, took a hard history test, had a waste of time practice with a stupid lecture at the end (i hate hockey), went to iparty with collins....what??? came back, watched the boys game, left, came home, watched the oc, stupidly deleted it, did math hw which i didnt understand (i dont understand anything mr randall teaches), didnt read chem, now im doing spanish and my eyes are watering badly because ive been up for too long plus in sick and my lips are chapped and my nose i running and there is so much more waiting for me to do between now and next tuesday, even thursday because i have a math test and i need to get on top of that but this weekend i have a stupid hockey game, sat class for 2 hours sunday night, my sisters birthday on tuesday and i havent shopped for her yet. the two good things that happened to me today...i threw some grapefruit at eric and had a canoli. and some people are pissing me off right now and they know who they are. it makes me mad. the only thing im looking forward to next week is CRI just because its something to do with rowing and thats really the only thing that i care about right now. it felt so good to be on an erg on thursday and i miss it so much. and i dont need any comments from peope telling me about how they dont care about cri because it matters to me and im sorry if that makes you made. im sorry for being mean but its the way i feel and i wont talk about it anymore if it makes you mad. fine thats it im tired and grumpy and im going to go do spanish. bye