Jan 29, 2006 18:26
I told Mike I felt like we were drifting apart today... I cried, he cried.. I'm sorry. I can't help how I feel! It's not like I want it to be this way. I don't. At all. That's why I said something. I want things to be better than they ever were (not like they weren't amazing), and I pray every night that we stay together forever and ever... and on every 11:11, or 3:33, or whatnot, that we stay together forever. Every one. And I love him so much no one knows how much. Unless you have been in love. But even then, it seems no one can love someone as much as I love him. Maybe I love him too much. Maybe it won't be so good later, but for now, I can't help it. It's like, okay, when someone cries all the time because of how happy they are, or because of (speaking of... he just called :D) He said he will be here in five minutes. Yay. We are gonna watch some Family Guy, The Bone Collector, and possibly some other movie I've never heard of. Have you ever trusted someone so much, that even the thought of you possibly not being able to trust them 100% makes you.. er.. cry? Or.. even the slightest thought in your head, of them somehow, just dissapearing, FOREVER? That's love baby! ;) Over and out! Alexis...