Le 3 Months Of Mon Love Life!

Feb 25, 2006 12:49

To My Love

well, today is febuary 25, 1/4 of a year for mine and Dirk's relationship, i know, cute right?. I think so goddamn. Well we talked super late last night, well come to think about it we didn't, i kinda went to bed at 11, but i told Dirk i would call him back around 2 his time, and i didn't, i didn't hear my alarm clock, but you wanna know how sweet he is? he waited up until 6:50 this morning. That's when i woke up next and he waited all that time, just to talk to me. He tells me he's scared, past relationships have ended on this verry day, well their 3 months. I told him, not to be scared but to be happy, not to be scared for what is to come, but to be happy for what has been. And that i believe in. I know this is not the best things to say on our 3 months but it is the truth, We could end today, and i could proudly say, i love that boy and say i have not regreted one things that has happend until this day, i will never forget him, or all our first. That kiss in the hall, the first day i saw him, i keep replaying it in my head. Perfection. The first time he looked in my eyes and told me he loved me, the first time we held hands. Everything is like a video that plays in my head. It's been so long since i could see your smile, 30 seconds can feel like a life time, i see you when i close my eyes, even for a minute. I sit and wonder of all the things that never were, i pitty the people who have come and gone, who have had you and let go, who have not seen what i see now. This is love for you and for me. Don't be scared just smile and know, everything will be alright. Your so far from here, But close to my heart. You see me like no other, finnishing the sentences only my heart knows the words too. I'll have love tomorrow, hope, Anything and everything, you, have given to me. For Days i will never forget, nights unforgetten, thank you.
i love you
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