Jan 02, 2006 03:53
I have now clue how this wonderful thing has started, but it has turned into true love. This boy gives me butterflies. He is truely amazing, Dirk gives me this wierd feeling that i don't even want to get rid of. He must serisouly love me because he does some of the most amazing things for me. He is ALWAYS home when i need him or even want him to be, he stoped doing hard drugs for me( not that he really did them anyways ), he always looks out for my health and stuff he is truely one amazing guy. I never want to lose him.
He tells me all these wonderful things like how he wants to move in together and get married and stuff :) i think it would be truely a dream come true. I laid in bed with him last night and I fell asleep in his arms it was the most amazing feeling ever :) I just want to be with him for ever.
Anyways, i have been told that this boy has decided to save up and we shall move in together :) well now this GREATLY excites me, i have to admit i was VERY anxious to see him when i first came down, but i dunno when i ran up the stairs and i saw him, it just felt so right. We kissed, i felt just for that single moment my world came to an abrupt stop. As i stood there in his arms kissing him, i knew he was the right one. The way his body met mine made me say to my self "This One Is For Sure". I don't know about all you people who think you know what love is, but i have known since i have met this guy there was something different.
No i didn't just meet this boy on the internet or randomly, i met him like any normal person starting out as friends. This boy had looked out for me even when he didn't have to. I snuck out one night and he picked me up with some ppl in his car, we went to the north side. On our way back he ended up on getting a flat tire. Now when i was freaking out about not getting home, and not being able ot EVER see Craig again(my boy friend at the time), Craigs says "well im gonna be late for work tomorrow". And What does Dirk do, he uses my cell phone to call his sister to come bring me home.
So you see love doesn't start as love, it hides through friends through people you thought u knew, But really didn't. Dirk and I have been dating for a while now, and i can honestly say that this is one of the only people i can trust and know wont hurt me. When this boy gives me his word i know it's true, he DOES stick to it.
So Dirk to you i say thank you, i say i love you. For our relationship i say good luck, although luck has nothing to do with it. <3.