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so. basically.
since the last entry.
before the last one.
this is life.
im seeing this kid sara.
shes cute.
i never talk to anna.
i think she may have used the innards of her brain to bastardize me.
at this point that kid's being a self righteous bitch. i miss who she used to be ... i could use her friendship right now.
ive gained a decent amount of weight back.
thankkkk youuuu mr. deep fryer in the kitchen.
i work a lot.
i write even more.
and i aimlessly strum my guitar most.
sometimes i make weird vocal melodies and sing with my aimless strumming.
i have a new found hatred for hypocritical christians.
they cant seem to mind their own fucking business.
if i want to be saved ... I"LL SAVE MY FUCKING SELF
frankly i think they should be saved from wasting their short lives dedicating it to their imaginary friend for adults.
i'm seeing a shrink once a month to keep my sanity.
i am no longer a pot head (i do indulge from time to time
i am however a recreational alcoholic.
and for some reason im stuck on the fucking christians still.
seriously ... colleges have all these clubs based on brainwashing the common student.
the main one in my brain is crusaders for christ. first time i heard of this group was when phil came down from his second semester a jmu and informed me of their presence in the college community.
my first reaction??
i laughed. a lot.
why you ask???
i know very little about the group. who am i to criticize?
but one hilarious thing about this group stands out so much. THE NAME. it is borderline offensive. not to mention i think the group's name is an oxymoron along the same lines as fighting for peace.
i hate to break it to you jesus praising types ... butttt .. the crusades are nothing to be proud of ... in fact ... if i were you i'd react to them much like germans to the holocaust... thousands were murdered by said "crusaders" in the name of "glory and god". (more like glory greed and kill all the arabs you see)
what it really was then, and still is now ... is you types couldn't keep your noses out of everyone else's sphincter. then it was swords through guts .. now .. now its your goddamned megaphones shattering through my rational thought. youre obnoxious. your selfish. your greedy. and i am all those things as well. i, unlike you, take full responsibility for my sins ... and know that if for some reason there is a hell ... judgment will not be passed on any of the following!
'not going to get you sent to "hell" list' ...
-cutting in line
-sex before marriage
-smoking pot (or any drug usage of any sort for that matter)
-suicide ( YEA YEA ..life is not some precious gift we were given. your mom fucked your dad and out popped you. they did it because it felt good .. or they were planning you ... your life was not a precious gift from god. you say so many things about these victims. and yes they are victims ... victims to loneliness hopelessness despair unhappiness. )
-stealing (some people steal to survive you fucking arrogant assholes)
whats next ... bombing for Buddha??
since the last entry.
before the last one.
this is life.
im seeing this kid sara.
shes cute.
i never talk to anna.
i think she may have used the innards of her brain to bastardize me.
at this point that kid's being a self righteous bitch. i miss who she used to be ... i could use her friendship right now.
ive gained a decent amount of weight back.
thankkkk youuuu mr. deep fryer in the kitchen.
i work a lot.
i write even more.
and i aimlessly strum my guitar most.
sometimes i make weird vocal melodies and sing with my aimless strumming.
i have a new found hatred for hypocritical christians.
they cant seem to mind their own fucking business.
if i want to be saved ... I"LL SAVE MY FUCKING SELF
frankly i think they should be saved from wasting their short lives dedicating it to their imaginary friend for adults.
i'm seeing a shrink once a month to keep my sanity.
i am no longer a pot head (i do indulge from time to time
i am however a recreational alcoholic.
and for some reason im stuck on the fucking christians still.
seriously ... colleges have all these clubs based on brainwashing the common student.
the main one in my brain is crusaders for christ. first time i heard of this group was when phil came down from his second semester a jmu and informed me of their presence in the college community.
my first reaction??
i laughed. a lot.
why you ask???
i know very little about the group. who am i to criticize?
but one hilarious thing about this group stands out so much. THE NAME. it is borderline offensive. not to mention i think the group's name is an oxymoron along the same lines as fighting for peace.
i hate to break it to you jesus praising types ... butttt .. the crusades are nothing to be proud of ... in fact ... if i were you i'd react to them much like germans to the holocaust... thousands were murdered by said "crusaders" in the name of "glory and god". (more like glory greed and kill all the arabs you see)
what it really was then, and still is now ... is you types couldn't keep your noses out of everyone else's sphincter. then it was swords through guts .. now .. now its your goddamned megaphones shattering through my rational thought. youre obnoxious. your selfish. your greedy. and i am all those things as well. i, unlike you, take full responsibility for my sins ... and know that if for some reason there is a hell ... judgment will not be passed on any of the following!
'not going to get you sent to "hell" list' ...
-cutting in line
-sex before marriage
-smoking pot (or any drug usage of any sort for that matter)
-suicide ( YEA YEA ..life is not some precious gift we were given. your mom fucked your dad and out popped you. they did it because it felt good .. or they were planning you ... your life was not a precious gift from god. you say so many things about these victims. and yes they are victims ... victims to loneliness hopelessness despair unhappiness. )
-stealing (some people steal to survive you fucking arrogant assholes)
whats next ... bombing for Buddha??