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[alexisnotfat]

i hate how we rarely talk. this isn't how you said it would be. but i guess that's to be expected. *sigh*

i miss you. i miss us. i miss our jokes .. your made up language ... us giggling over nothing.

i miss being happy.

i hate you not being here. i hate what i'm becoming. i hardened, bitter, weary man.

i'm so lonely these days :(.