i

[alexisnotfat]

feel empty.
indifferent.
apathtic

but at the some time i'm frustrated angry and bitter.

i just don't understand. how could she come to me and say the EXACT opposite of what she said 5 or 6 months ago.

i dunno.

i don't care.

whatever happens ...happens.

for now i'll just let myself drift for a while. maybe the "tide" will bring me home again.