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[alexisnotfat]

i'm bored with everyone.

everyone screams that they care about everyone and that they're such goood friends etc etc etc.

the only kids from school that seem to give a shit are kiki, lauren and wil.

and to them ... i am grateful.

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[sulleno0ogirl]

shut up.

no, really.

shut the fuck up alex.

im sorry i didnt return all the fucking calls i got from you...oh WAIT...i haven't gotten any.

stop bitching and acting like no one fucking cares about you.

yes, you invited me to that one thing, "HANG SESH AJ NINTENDO"the night before. yeah? well i had to work...i work all teh fucking time and have class on the one day i have off. so fucking sorry i couldnt prove my worth to you.

you see everything in the most pathetic way possible

instead of "i love how i USED to have friends," why not drop the self-loathing act and say "gee golly i sure do miss these people and it bothers me how little we have kept in touch." because im totally with you on that. but this trying to place blame bullshit has, as you can tell, really pissed me off.

and yes, i am mean to your fucking "friend." HELLO, im aj...its what i do, so she can stop writing lj entries about it after you explain to her that this is how i show loyalty to friends...any immediate danger that i see, i tend to lash out and protect.

its not my fault that you dont see that.
its not my fault that i have to work and go to school

so seriously....think about what you are fucking typing before you press submit....because i WILL rant on lj, then rant to you.

i bet you want to hang out with me now, right?

[alexisnotfat]

actually yes i do want to hang out.

and i'm going to type whatever i feel like at the moment. i get in weird moods just like everyone else. what makes me unlike everyone else is ... i don't give a fuck what anyone thinks of me ... so .. if i'm in a bitchy self humiliating mood .. i'm still going to type what i feel.

and if you yell at me for it whatevs ... i still think your groovey :)

[sulleno0ogirl]

i dont give a fuck about what ppl think of me either...well, that is, when it comes to people who hurt my friends. i know you see that.

but see you may not about what people think of you, but do you care about what your friends think of you? or better yet, how you make your friends feel.

seriously...even i [sometimes] think before i open my mouth.

[alexisnotfat]

welll i love all of you guys ... but ... still .. i mean .. this is still a "journal" .. so .. if i'm in a weird mood ... i'll type it.

but i have soooo im'ed you to hang out (since i have no phone) a bunch of other times than that one drunken time.

i guess you just never got them.

but my car gets fixed monday. so i can start driving into richmond again.

letsss hanggg out. (super smash party???)

[sulleno0ogirl]

better yet...super smash, slip and slide, soccer playground party

you just imed me...