small postie.
days are growing shorted and my precious body is preserved under the warming blanket of goodness. its good to be with someone... extra body heat, someone to talk to, someone to watch movies with.
last friday, first day after freeze moon was almost twice the size of normal and quite yellow. very odd.
hrm... in a way, i kinda wish for one thing. Whoever I end up with as a lifemate whether it be boy girl or just companionship in a pet, I wish for them to be my best friend. My one, my only. I kinda wanna wake up to them there just to snuggle up to them and fall back asleep. Ocassionally, I am worried about my hormones greatly, they go everywhere but as soon as my financial situations are straightened out I will figure that out as well. My brain is kinda going back to being me again instead of someone that makes jokes about sex, regular guydom, i am just needing to learn not to let my mouth run away so I can learn to sound intelligent at times but alot of things that I am lacking is self confidence, respect for myself, and optimissim. Face it folks, I am a hypocrite at times and downright peccimist at times.
anyways, steak and jack tacquitos rock at seven eleven.
Good night.
last friday, first day after freeze moon was almost twice the size of normal and quite yellow. very odd.
hrm... in a way, i kinda wish for one thing. Whoever I end up with as a lifemate whether it be boy girl or just companionship in a pet, I wish for them to be my best friend. My one, my only. I kinda wanna wake up to them there just to snuggle up to them and fall back asleep. Ocassionally, I am worried about my hormones greatly, they go everywhere but as soon as my financial situations are straightened out I will figure that out as well. My brain is kinda going back to being me again instead of someone that makes jokes about sex, regular guydom, i am just needing to learn not to let my mouth run away so I can learn to sound intelligent at times but alot of things that I am lacking is self confidence, respect for myself, and optimissim. Face it folks, I am a hypocrite at times and downright peccimist at times.
anyways, steak and jack tacquitos rock at seven eleven.
Good night.