Go ahead and hide from your problems and erase people's comments if it makes you feel better about yourself, but it doesn't make you less of a bitch. I never did anything to make you hate me except ask "What's wrong?" apparently. So you really have no reason to hate me. But you know if it makes you feel like a bigger person to know you have more enemies than friends go right ahead. People told me I was the best thing that ever happened to you, and I used to think it was the other way around but I'm starting to believe them, considering your sudden over obsessive use of the 'f' word, makes you sound real smart. So continue being an uber bitch by all means, it's the only reason none of my friends used to like you. Nick and Josh my best friends despised you and I told them you were awesome. I guess I was wrong all along. I mean, you don't even appreciate your true friends. Grow up sometime, you'll be less hated and more appreciated, like I used to appreciate you. Sorry, you never felt the same way.
ummm i can prolly understand where your coming from ryan.. even though ive never met you. ive known alexis for 7 years and yes ive seen the bitchy side of her.. but 99% of her is so sweet you just wanna tell her to stop and be a lil mean for once. alexis and i have had some of those deep ass conversations and i know her reasons for hating people or shutting people out of her life. and trust me i dont blame her. she gets hurt way toooo much. i bet youve never seen her cry. and until then when shes sitting in from of you crying her eyes out and telling you all her reasons. dont leave gay ass comments in her journal to make her look all shitty. bc shes really not. ive hated her at times. but grown to love her more than anything. if you really wannna ask her what wrong. IM her or call her dont do it so everyone can read about it. thats your opinion of her not everyone elses.
I don't think you do know where I'm coming from. If you did you'd be in the same position I am. Your missing my point. It's not as if I'm one of those people that hates someone or dislikes them for some reason or another and want to torment them. I'll tell you now like I've told her a dozen times over, I don't hate her and never have. She hates me. I've done nothing to deserve it and I never will. If anything I've done it the other way around. I know she can be sweet, that why I liked her in the first place, she can be freakin awesome. So what reason can she have to hate me? BECAUSE I CARE ENOUGH TO ASK WHAT'S WRONG??? I think there's something else, and if not... she has no reason and hates me wrongfully. I admire you defending your friend like I've done so much for her in the past, and continue to do so, and you of all people do deserve her friendship. But where does that leave me? Oh I get it now. It's because I'm an ex-boyfriend. We can't be friends with them now can we
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sunshinealexis_reneeSeptember 1 2004, 08:37:48 UTC
you make the sun come out from behind the rain clouds!! i love you and will always love you!!!! i know no matter how much shit i have to talk about you never get tired to listening to me bitch about my probs...well you might but no matter what you allways sit and listen and help me get through it. 7 years and going strong!!! hehe i love you! thanks for always being there and always letting me know i have someone who cares and who i can tell anything to! b/c if i didnt i would explode!!!! hehe <3333 you!!! me and you= hang out soooon!!! hehe
Re: sunshinejazzophonistSeptember 1 2004, 08:42:38 UTC
Point made. No matter hom much I listened to her 'shit' and 'probs' I am totally and utterly excluded from her life where as you are praised above all. But yes, job well done. Thanks Alex...
ryan i wish i could explain in words what alexis feels. as i have done the same to many people. i havnt had the time to talk about this actually problem with alexis yet but for me i have problems letting people get close to me bc im so scaried to get hurt once again. if shes anything like me [which i know she is] then thats probally it. if you really wanna be friends with her then you need to show that she can actually trust you. because there arnt many people now that you can trust. and if you really didnt care about her you wouldnt be going through all this commenting and caring what i actually have to say. so come on tell her what your really thinking and you do care. shell understand. and if she doesnt thats when i get to beat her ;)
Re: sunshinejazzophonistSeptember 1 2004, 11:09:52 UTC
Well thank you Elisha. Thank you for actualy understanding. Everytime I try to talk to her though she either cusses me out and yells at me or staight up ignores me. I tried talking to her today and she logged off. And if trust is the issue I assure you and her it's not a problem, but it's kinda hard to prove anything to someone who wont listen... But if she does actualy read this then here: Alex, I've said it before and I'll say it again. I don't know why you hate me but whatever it is I'm sorry. I've been trying to get you to forgive and forget for months now. A lot of my friends dont approve of me being friends with you but I told them to screw off, cause you are important to me. It's freaking frustrating dealing with this. I never meant to hurt you if I did, and I wish you could see that.
Re: sunshinealexis_reneeSeptember 2 2004, 06:36:49 UTC
duh elisha is praised above all shes my sunshine<33 yea i logged off b/c im grounded and my mom came home sooo yea. ummm no trust is not the issue. you just kept bothering me and i wanted you to leave me alone and you wouldnt so it pissed me off and i want nothing to do with you anymore b/c i its gay and you should leave me alone and learn to let go. k bye
Re: sunshinejazzophonistSeptember 2 2004, 07:14:57 UTC
It's really bad if the best excuse you have for hating me is 'because it's gay'.
'learn to let go ' Let go of what? Us going out like a bagillion months ago. Don't worry it's been gone. You maybe one of those people to immature to handle being friends with any of your ex's, but I'm not and refuse to be. It's not like I was bothering you just to be bothersome. You were upset so I was trying to help. Your being a bitch about all this. You have no reason to hate me and you know it.
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'learn to let go ' Let go of what? Us going out like a bagillion months ago. Don't worry it's been gone. You maybe one of those people to immature to handle being friends with any of your ex's, but I'm not and refuse to be. It's not like I was bothering you just to be bothersome. You were upset so I was trying to help. Your being a bitch about all this. You have no reason to hate me and you know it.
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