late night high... low.

[alexico_alexico]

theres no moments when u wish u were in bed... not wanting to tear your eyelids off and chew out the ooze from your eye balls... as i took a shower, i sat down... and tried to think things over... but i couldnt. something is wrong deep inside me. But i can't find out what it is just yet. Maybe another fall down the cliff and i'll soon understand. I can't dream anymore cause i hate the sandman. i'll love myself when i feel its gettin rough, but sometimes my own love just isn't enough. god fuckin jesus chirst lovin, anal slut muggin son-of-a-bitch. Look at yourself... where have you gone? What have you done? What was all the time wasted for? Please... tell me. Another late night wasted to stupid thinking. I think i am the smartest dumb person i know...

i'm going to fail this semester... i've already concluded that... its what i'd do after it happens that i try to think about.

4 hours of sleep... here i fuckin come...