D:
So the thing about my dreams is, they are never bad. Like, I'm not saying bad things don't happen in them, cos they do, but the point is I never feel threatened by anything in my dreams. I might be alarmed, or angry, or get a fright, or be scared, but it's never a personal thing. I don't know if I'm explaining myself clearly, um. I might dream that I am in a life-or-death situation and be sort of scared, but I'm not scared of dying. Dying is just something that might happen and I'm not too worried because on some level I think I know I'm dreaming and it isn't permanent.
Mostly I dream about random stuff - Firefighting Lions in yellow raincoats riding red bicycles, Merlin and Arthur, Bradley and Colin, irl friends...the night before last I wandered onto a film set, among other things, and met Keira Knightley and Ioan Gruffudd, who were filming some new movie together.
But this one (which started out perfectly normal in it's oddness) I woke up from with a tight feeling of fear in my chest, and a legitimate dread of what might have happened to me if events had played out in a certain way. :( :(
This is new, and I do not like it.
(I did not wake up dramatically like Morgana though)
Mostly I dream about random stuff - Firefighting Lions in yellow raincoats riding red bicycles, Merlin and Arthur, Bradley and Colin, irl friends...the night before last I wandered onto a film set, among other things, and met Keira Knightley and Ioan Gruffudd, who were filming some new movie together.
But this one (which started out perfectly normal in it's oddness) I woke up from with a tight feeling of fear in my chest, and a legitimate dread of what might have happened to me if events had played out in a certain way. :( :(
This is new, and I do not like it.
(I did not wake up dramatically like Morgana though)