Jun 20, 2004 10:40
i hate people and i dont feel like doing this anymore. i hate when i know things that i shouldn't know, but i find out anyway and it just hurts me more...and the stupid thing is that i hold onto things that will never be. why do i do this? maybe because in some sick way i feel a comfort in being sad. any normal person would do anything in their power to keep their sunshine, but for me....i guess it's too hard to smile when i wallow in the sorrows of yesterday...so if you are my friend i will keep in touch because i love you (brody)... but if not, fuck you!
brody: i don't feel busy, but the hamster got me again!!!hahhaahaha...it cracks me up!