escape into the night
4/17/11 I saw 30 Seconds to Mars.
So, I'm going to try to put my thoughts into words after last night. I saw 30 Seconds to Mars, my favorite band, and became a new person. The opening acts had nothing on them, at all.
This to me can be compared to a religious person seeing Jesus or something. Jared saw my best friend and I in the crows and he called us - not anyone but us at that moment but US - down to the pit.
He said, "The two crazy girls in the red with the cameras! Come down to the pit now!!"
He saw us. We weren't just faces in the crowd at that moment, we were 2 of the Echelon.
Shannon Leto, aka The man I love to death, Shannonbabe, Shannagoat etc., looked at me and nodded when I had my hands up in the air in the form of a triad. Shannon knew of my existence, and I don't even care if it was for a second. It was MY second with him. He's so much more beautiful in person. Everything he did, it was like art.
I'm in love with that man.
He's my breathing reason.
30 Seconds to Mars is more to me then living at this moment in my life. Shan, Jared, and Tomo are my everything. I couldn't and I will not live without them in my life. I am an Echelon forever.
Shannon, I will meet you one day, and I'll tell you how you changed my life. How you made it okay to breathe again, to live again.
30 Seconds to Mars, I'm an Echelon until my heart stops beating and then after. Forever.
This is a Cult. I am in for good and I love it here. I love you guys so much that even this isn't enough to get it out.
Thank you for making me want to breathe again.
Thanks for giving me a reason to live.
-Tommie