This Fucking Sucks...
Sorry for my french but I'm really pissed right now. I'm broke with an insufficient fund charge on my account so that check I get tomorrow will be useless. I have no money for groceries so I'm going to be scrapping for awhile. I don't have a job to make it even worse, so I can't even imagine when I'll be able to get back on my feet. I'm trying to get my job back at my old place of work, and I'm hoping they will be sympathetic enough to let me back on at earlier hours so I can take public transportation to and back from work.
Then today my roommates call a house meeting. Everything they said basically was aimed at me. I know I have issues with somethings (like leaving cabinet doors open and forgetting to closes doors), but everything. I just wish that someone had pulled me aside and said something before hand so I didn't sit there feeling like an ass. Now they decide to pull out a new rule: we only share silverware. That leaves me with no bowls and tuberware so I'm as good as fucked when it comes to trying to save leftovers (on my already small portions...fml). Idk, I wouldn't be mad if they hadn't said that sharing was fine in the beginning but now they do a 180 and say "No, use your own dishes". I'm tired and I'm probably being a little more sensitive than usual because I'm terribly broke and my father can't even support himself at this point, let alone help me out. My mother is being reluctant in helping me even though so is receiving money for me every week but fails to give it to me. I'm almost ready to throw my hands in the air and say "I give up". I'm tired of struggling. Good news is I'll finally lose weight. When you can't afford to eat three meals a day, you can't take in as many calories 8(^o^). FML.
Then today my roommates call a house meeting. Everything they said basically was aimed at me. I know I have issues with somethings (like leaving cabinet doors open and forgetting to closes doors), but everything. I just wish that someone had pulled me aside and said something before hand so I didn't sit there feeling like an ass. Now they decide to pull out a new rule: we only share silverware. That leaves me with no bowls and tuberware so I'm as good as fucked when it comes to trying to save leftovers (on my already small portions...fml). Idk, I wouldn't be mad if they hadn't said that sharing was fine in the beginning but now they do a 180 and say "No, use your own dishes". I'm tired and I'm probably being a little more sensitive than usual because I'm terribly broke and my father can't even support himself at this point, let alone help me out. My mother is being reluctant in helping me even though so is receiving money for me every week but fails to give it to me. I'm almost ready to throw my hands in the air and say "I give up". I'm tired of struggling. Good news is I'll finally lose weight. When you can't afford to eat three meals a day, you can't take in as many calories 8(^o^). FML.