ah so here we go again
haha, i don't know what the title was all about, but i just did that :D
i have alot on my mind, your probably thinking write like a song or poem. two things wrong with that, one; i suck at both of those things, two; my door is open because my mom is paranoid that i may do some stupid stuff on my computer, and i'm way too shy to even put makeup on with the door open, let alone sing. dang no privacy. haha ah well. i'm so stoked for tuesday; my haircut(i know, really weird to be jolly about), and the fair! yay!
haha, well school is starting in exactly five days. EEP! gosh, i'm so scared. i mean last year, i was a complete dork. now that i'm getting older, and now that i look better than last year(i don't wanna sound conceited, but i got pretty :D). i just want to make a good impression with the new kids in my class.
ahh, the joys of middle school. i wonder how much pressure there will be about looking 'hot' and 'cool' or whatever those words define. but this year, since i don't like any of the guys in my class or any of the upper-classmen, i can finally concentrate on my schooling, rather than boys, and how 'cool' i must be. what is the ideal person that defines the word 'cool' anyway? is it that jock? is it that cheerleader? like in those stupid stereotypical movies. pfft, beats me, and i usually have answers for any question(whether it's stupid or hilarious). i just want to be me, get good grades(i hope better than last year, i didn't fail, but i got one C.. that chapped my butt :/), make new friends(mostly guys, 'cause i think it would be nice to meet a guy-friend that likes the same music and style and everything like me. but we'll see what God has sent me), and mostly, just be an all around nice girl---no drama. PLEASE!!
i hope drama died last year, my class is so notorious for it. sometimes i wish i could just be in like.. JAPAN! where if they're is drama, i won't understand. that just takes a whole lot of stress away from me. geeeeez. i just really wanna send my prayers out to *(amazing)grace, she got held back, and she can't eat with us at lunch or anything. my prayers also go out to all the drama-starters. Dear God help me please!
well as this entry is coming to an end. so is the night,
alex