Life is good.

[alexayac]

So today was cool, Crystal came over and helped me clean up my room-- it is not completely done but that shit is a big project you have to spread it out over  a couple days- and this time I am eager to actually finnish it. I want it to be a space I feel comfortable in, a space that I feel comfortable having other people in. I have three beds and only use one for sleeping purposes, if I get it together it will be a lot more convenient when I have ppl sleep over to have other beds for them to sleep in! And I know if my room is clean my dad will be more likely to finnish fixing my comp and then I will not have to suffer in this little study- or get off the comp when someone else needs it yada yada. While Crystal was here David called and told me I got approved for visitation! I am soooooo fucking happy you don't even know! I for sure thought that I would not get approved since I am not family cuz that's what my friend who has been in that jail before told me! So anyway I am going to go next week probably Saturday to visit him...gotta take a train and probably a bus and shit but it's ok it's worth it. It's times like this when someone realizes who thier REAL friends are. The people who visited me in the hospital really proved to me that they cared enough to do so. I defaintely care enough for Baby boy to do so :)

one of my other boys is locked up too and that REALLY sucks, I wish they would stop this shit I wanna grow old together and go to eachother's weddings and shit- I don't wanna be writing letters to friends in jail when I am living in London. Anyway everything is good I am on a high lately- just in a good mood and enjoying every minute of it!