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The past two weeks I really thought all of the feelings I was had for you were coming back, but tonight, I realized completely different. Now I am understanding you in an entirely different perspective. No longer would I ever want to date you again. I know far too much about how you are with your girlfriends and stuff. I would never want to be treated like that again. All of the times you blamed me for our breakups, I now know were just you trying to cover up how you had been an asshole. But even though I've learned these things that so many people would take negatively, and perhaps may even be offened, I on the other hand, accept them. Only because I accept you though. I love having you in my life. You're my best friend. It feels so good to not love you like I used to though. Don't get me wrong, I miss being naive to how you are, and thinking you loved me like I loved you, but knowing the truth is far superior to any of that.