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"If you ever feel loved or needed, remember that you're one of the lucky ones. And if it is over, just remember what I told you. It was bound to happen so just keep moving on. There's no perfect ending."
I've had something incredible, something indescribable, something perfect. I wouldn't ever change it for the world. The tears. The heartache. The stress. The arguments. The hugs and kisses. The other girls. The other guys. The late nights. The love. He helped sculpt the person I am today. He put me through hell. He made me cry. He let me go. He wasn't everything I thought I wanted. He had a reputation. He hurt me. But then he held me while I cried in his bed. He understood me. He didn't need the sex in our relationship. We had our ups and our downs, but without both of those, it wouldn't have been the relationship it was. We survived the rumors. We made it past the bullshit. We dealt with the drama. We looked past whatever everyone else said. We fell for temptation from other people...but then made it past that, as well! We talked about being married and having sex haha. We fought like there was no tomorrow. We became comfortable with eachother to a point we never thought was possible. We loved eachother, and didn't even know it. He is my best friend; my everything. He was different. He made me smile. He is unforgettable. He is Robert Kelly Shapiro and I love him more than any of you could ever imagine.
Robert, nothing in this world will ever stop me from loving you. I promise that I will always be here for you. Thank you for giving me the best and worst ten months in my whole 16 years of living. You taught me so much. Best friends, forever♥ And who knows, maybe Brian and Blake will be right after all. Maybe we will end up getting married. Hahaha. Don't pretend that you don't love the idea of it.
I've had something incredible, something indescribable, something perfect. I wouldn't ever change it for the world. The tears. The heartache. The stress. The arguments. The hugs and kisses. The other girls. The other guys. The late nights. The love. He helped sculpt the person I am today. He put me through hell. He made me cry. He let me go. He wasn't everything I thought I wanted. He had a reputation. He hurt me. But then he held me while I cried in his bed. He understood me. He didn't need the sex in our relationship. We had our ups and our downs, but without both of those, it wouldn't have been the relationship it was. We survived the rumors. We made it past the bullshit. We dealt with the drama. We looked past whatever everyone else said. We fell for temptation from other people...but then made it past that, as well! We talked about being married and having sex haha. We fought like there was no tomorrow. We became comfortable with eachother to a point we never thought was possible. We loved eachother, and didn't even know it. He is my best friend; my everything. He was different. He made me smile. He is unforgettable. He is Robert Kelly Shapiro and I love him more than any of you could ever imagine.
Robert, nothing in this world will ever stop me from loving you. I promise that I will always be here for you. Thank you for giving me the best and worst ten months in my whole 16 years of living. You taught me so much. Best friends, forever♥ And who knows, maybe Brian and Blake will be right after all. Maybe we will end up getting married. Hahaha. Don't pretend that you don't love the idea of it.