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I've finally found happiness, in someone other than you, and it is truly a reliefe. But just because I found another guy that can make me happy, doesn't mean I'm over you. Infact, I never will be over you. I wish I could press rewind, and rewrite every line of our past that caused it to fall apart. I'm so confused. Feeling ACTUAL feelings for another guy seemed impossible, yet inevitable at the same time. It came so quickly though. I don't know what to do. I'm not used to this at all. I want your support. I want your love. I want a friendship with you. I can't handle one though. Not now. Especially if I'm trying to move on. I don't know where I'm going with all of this. I'm sorry for rambling. I just love you so much, and I don't want you to take any of this the wrong way.