Going crazy.
Going crazy.
Originally uploaded by gumdropappleI lost it. I couldn't fake a smile for a few days, anytime i'd think of something I couldn't stand (ex. - obnoxious people, lots of projects, liars, ect.) I'd lose it, if someone lied or did something to hurt my feelings, I went off on them. I understand why I did it and I sincerely apologize. I hadn't slept for the past few days, I was grumpy, hungry and missed Eric. My face had broken out because of stress and I felt really ugly. I just couldn't put up with any ones stupid shit. Now I regret it all, I started drama and i'm getting crap from everyone about it. I apologize I had a bad day, i'm only human. I do realize I could have contained myself and all but, when you're as tired as I was - you're not thinking.
someone give me a hug.