lj updates, furniture delimma and personal update.

Aug 12, 2007 01:02

i've had a very interesting week, i've decided first of all to start writing in lj and my other journal at least once a week, because well, i'd like to be able to reflect on how my week has been and write it out for me. Most entries will be public and very personal stuff wont be... so this for example is public because mostly i'm talking about making new entries.

well i'm sitting here next to one of my kitties, who obviously wants to go to sleep so i guess i'm going to bed soon, though its not my bed, its my brothers. my bed is taken apart because the room i live in is being cleaned and flooring is going to be put down soon or some such. hopefully i can get a bigger bed with a nice mattress. i have not slept on a mattress besides my brothers and my best friend's since ummm before high school ( i had a futon in high school and they have different kinda "matresses").

My parents and i are probably going furniture shopping soon, i'm debating what kind of furniture i want, i know i would like matching things, and i'd prefer them to be white so that when sunshine enters the room its lovely and bright. The only problem is i am OCD and i freak out a little inside when i see dust on stuff... so thats my delimma, dust shows up better on white surfaces, so easier to clean, but i also might be cleaning ALOT!, if i got dark furniture i wouldn't really see the dust as easy, but if i got it on my hands that would cause me to go wash hands a lot + cleaning every dark surface i have.

So if anyone has suggestions that would be nice, i'm thinking of going with the white, because being able to see it means i can clean without the dirtiness building up so much that i get overwhelmed and have panic attacks... which would be good. Panic attacks suck! Otherwise i'm ok, a little sad but ok. I also start school soon, look forward to that.

a little depressed but suprisingly happy

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