There's gotta be more to life
I've been so blah the past couple days. You know the feeling, I'm sure-- you're just bored, not in a particularly good mood. You don't feel like doing anything, and even if by some chance you do think of something you may want to do, you're too lazy to actually do it. You don't feel like reading or writing, or watching TV... you don't feel like being around anyone in particular, except maybe your dog or cat, because they don't talk. It's just an overall crappy feeling... so I just call it "having the blahs".
So that's been me for a few days. Went to work yesterday and seriously just sat there, staring into space for 3 hours. I'm at work again right now, and it feels like I've been here for hours, but actually, it's only been one hour. I still have 5 to go. I'm done doing everything I have to do, hence, here I am, sitting here again. I would really rather just go home than sit around here, even though I am getting paid. At least if I were at home, I could lay around or something, since that's all I feel like doing.
And I don't know why I've been so tired lately. I'll go to bed around 11 or 12, wake up around 8 and go back to sleep, wake up again around 9 or 9:30 and go back to sleep, then wake up around 10, and it takes all I have to get up out of bed. I hate that feeling.
I think if I were at home, I'd be in a much better mood. Even though I only work here 3 days a week, since there's nothing for me to do, it seems like I spend all my time here and none at home.
Oh wait-- I have to go upstairs to the storage room and put some stuff up. Maybe if I do that, and everyone sees there's nothing else for me to do, I'll get to go home early... like maybe at 3 or 4 instead of 5. Not that it matters now since it's only 12. :(
Blender (the magazine) hits stands on Monday, and it's supposed to feature the Boys, in case anyone wants to pick it up--and the Incomplete single is supposed to hit stores on Tuesday. Entertainment Weekly is also supposed to feature them next week-- I think it comes out on the 27th. Just a little news for anyone who might not have known. :) That makes me feel a little better...
So that's been me for a few days. Went to work yesterday and seriously just sat there, staring into space for 3 hours. I'm at work again right now, and it feels like I've been here for hours, but actually, it's only been one hour. I still have 5 to go. I'm done doing everything I have to do, hence, here I am, sitting here again. I would really rather just go home than sit around here, even though I am getting paid. At least if I were at home, I could lay around or something, since that's all I feel like doing.
And I don't know why I've been so tired lately. I'll go to bed around 11 or 12, wake up around 8 and go back to sleep, wake up again around 9 or 9:30 and go back to sleep, then wake up around 10, and it takes all I have to get up out of bed. I hate that feeling.
I think if I were at home, I'd be in a much better mood. Even though I only work here 3 days a week, since there's nothing for me to do, it seems like I spend all my time here and none at home.
Oh wait-- I have to go upstairs to the storage room and put some stuff up. Maybe if I do that, and everyone sees there's nothing else for me to do, I'll get to go home early... like maybe at 3 or 4 instead of 5. Not that it matters now since it's only 12. :(
Blender (the magazine) hits stands on Monday, and it's supposed to feature the Boys, in case anyone wants to pick it up--and the Incomplete single is supposed to hit stores on Tuesday. Entertainment Weekly is also supposed to feature them next week-- I think it comes out on the 27th. Just a little news for anyone who might not have known. :) That makes me feel a little better...