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My heart is never fuller than when I drink or when I'm off my meds. Only when I'm off the juice I don't feel so strongly and when I'm off my meds I keep trying to kill myself. I'm a bit drunk right now, but it makes me feel so good. I absolutely love everybody in this moment. Why isn't reality this sweet? Perhaps reality was this sweet once but we all got used to it and needed another step up?