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Gosh: let me just start by saying that i am like totaty madly deeply in love with this man... its so crazy all the litte things he does and all the things he says its so.... crazy .... crazy i tell you... i love everything about him... his smile... his laugh. the way he holds me and the way he looks at me ..... its breath taking.... UN-believable ( yea i took that one from him) (lol) i am just sooo amaized by the way he is... so caring and charming and everything a girl could ever want. I mean ...... Art you are so caring and sweet and warm you are so..... what is that word??? " fantasmagorical" lol gosh i love you like sooooooo much!!!! its so ridiculous! i love the way you look at me and the way you play with my hair, the way you lick my face trying to gross me out ( you do) lol i love the way you make me feel and the way you rub your leg against mine...... gosh i love the way you look when you first open up you eyes to the way you lick your lips the way you shake your head sayin " whats wrong" and the way you put your arm in the back of your head when you are borded....... the way you wiggle your toes and the way you bite you bottom lip.......... the way you pick your glases and make that weird face.... the way you scratch you arms when all those mosquitoes bite you. and the way your eyes get all red when you are super tired.... but still by my side........ the way you shake your head and laugh ( i know you do this when its not funny but you dont wanna be mean) your half smile its totaly beautiful.......... Beautiful i know..... I love the way you look when you are asleep so peacefull and gracefull full of beautiful dreams.. it just makes me wonder if i am in any of them and it makes me jelows.... i love you sooo much. it hurts in side ( you know what i mean) it makes me wanna cry... I am sooooooo blessed to have you in my life ....thank you God i dont know why you do this things and have me so spoiled. i dont understand Lord ? but I promise to take this as a blessing and not take one sigle breath or smile or day with him forgranted........ its times like this ( you on the couch asleep) that i am glad i am still alive and that God did not take my life that nigth... i know that there is a purpose in my life and i know that you are one of them.... i know eople take this word forgranted but i cant think of a better one to say BABY I TRULY HONESTLY, WITH TEARS IN MY EYES LOVE YOU .......
