i'm so finished

[alex_thebigone]

i just wanna shrivel away to nothingness for awhile
i feel so spent, physically that is, whether that contributes to my forever blah emotional state, who knows?
today I felt bitter and angry, and discouraged
sucky sucky sucky
seriously I really was so bitter and didn't feel like listening today
and if the opera turns out to be fluke...I swear
I'm gonna flip
i get antibiotics, and now my throat feels so closed up