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i absolutely get so little joy from these concerts
i feel like eyes are constantly looking at me, judging me
i wish i were one of the best again...why can't i be the best?
but i still get that rush of joy that i get after each time i sing in public...
a myriad of thoughts swirling around in my giddy mania
MUSIC!!!!!
haha
not even one familiar face failing to crack one smile is gonna bring me down
you're just a bitch
just cuz you're a musical genius doesn't give you the right to act like i don't deserve at least a nod
we made eye contact
and you acted like you had more important things to do
Fuck You!!!
get off your high horse
I sing in your choir, I practice the music, what more do I need to do to get in your inner circle?
a reputation is wonderful
you make beautiful music
let some of that beauty shine out to me once
that's all i ask
anyways overall
love my music
the people are pretty cool
I'm happy in the most empty sort of way.
Like I just finished a really good book, and now there's nothing left to do but cry.
i feel like eyes are constantly looking at me, judging me
i wish i were one of the best again...why can't i be the best?
but i still get that rush of joy that i get after each time i sing in public...
a myriad of thoughts swirling around in my giddy mania
MUSIC!!!!!
haha
not even one familiar face failing to crack one smile is gonna bring me down
you're just a bitch
just cuz you're a musical genius doesn't give you the right to act like i don't deserve at least a nod
we made eye contact
and you acted like you had more important things to do
Fuck You!!!
get off your high horse
I sing in your choir, I practice the music, what more do I need to do to get in your inner circle?
a reputation is wonderful
you make beautiful music
let some of that beauty shine out to me once
that's all i ask
anyways overall
love my music
the people are pretty cool
I'm happy in the most empty sort of way.
Like I just finished a really good book, and now there's nothing left to do but cry.