Old with the New.
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?:: N/A (Doesn't matter either way)
Birthdate:: July 22, 1988
Your age:: 16 (19)
Age you act:: depends on how I feel (or how drunk I am)
Age you wish you were:: 18 (<- LOL... 21)
Your height:: 5'5"
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: yes
Hair color:: red
Happy with it? no (yes)
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: right
Your living arrangement:: Mom and step dad (alone in Oregon)
Your family: sucks (is alright)
Have any pets?: 4 doggies (snake and rat)
Whats your job?: being stupid (which one?)
Piercings?: lobes and belly buddon (and nips, septum)
Tattoos?: 2 (6)
Obsessions?: crushes (day dreaming)
Addictions?: pepsi (cigarettes)
Do you speak another language?: pig latin (<-LOL)
Have a favorite quote?: "They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven but then they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell." and "boys and girls with hearts that take and give and break, and heal and grow and recreate and raise and nurture, but then hurt from time to times like these" ("Cowards die many times before their deaths.")
Do you have a webpage?: bahh (a couple)
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: of smart people, not idiots
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: most of the time (not usually)
Do you like your handwriting?: no it is stupid (smetimes)
Do you have any bad habits?: lots
What is the compliment you get from most people?: ... um is "you're stupid" a compliment? (I'm intimidating)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: You're Stupid (Mean Girls... why does that sound familiar?)
What's your biggest fear?: being alone (not achieving my goals)
Can you sing?: cant everyone with working vocal cords?
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ... when im all alone in my room...
Are you a loner?: when i am by myself
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to find love and to fulfill my goals (to be happy)
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no (maybe)
Are you a daredevil?: .... maybe
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate the way I look and the way I act (that I'm too independant to love)
Are you passive or aggressive?: I vary between the both of them spontaneously (same)
Do you have a journal?: yes (besides this one... no)
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: being stupid... wanting love (loving, the benifit of the doubt)
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my appearance (to be more open)
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nope (yes)
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I regret things every day (Life to too short for shoulda coulda wouldas)
Do you think life has been good so far?: no (yes)
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: love is a lie (never give up)
What do you like the most about your body?: my belly buddon and eyes (everything but the fat)
And least?: everything else (the fat)
Do you think you are good looking?: nopers (sometimes)
Are you confident?: no (yes)
Do You...
Smoke?: no (yes)
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes (no)
Take walks in the rain?: when i feel like diying... so yes... often (only when I'm not alone)
Talk to people even though you hate them?: everyday (nope)
Drive?: yes (nope)
Like to drive fast?: yes (would if I could)
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: a couple of times (no waaay... have you heard me?)
Hurt yourself?: too many times to count (when I was young)
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no... wait... yes
Been in love?: im not sure (no... but close)
Done drugs?: no (a few)
Gone skinny dipping?: no ( maybe once)
Had a medical emergency?: yes (or a couple)
Had surgery?: yes (or a couple)
Ran away from home?: a few times
Played strip poker?: no (yes)
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: yes
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes in the 1st grade (rocky horror... time warp..yessss)
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: ive stayed up for 2 days and 2 nights
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: yes... i mean... yes
Made out with a stranger?: yes
Had sex with a stranger?: no (apparently yes)
Thought you're going crazy?: crazy? ( I was crazy once)
Kissed the same sex?: no (yes)
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no (yes)
Been betrayed?: too many times to count
Had a dream that came true?: no (yes)
Broken the law?: maybe
Met a famous person?: no (yes)
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no (a few)
On purpose?: yes.. little ones
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: maybe
Stolen anything?: lots of things
Been on radio/tv?: cooking with cutty
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: in my head
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yes
Miracles?: no (yes)
Astrology?: when it isnt agianst me (yes)
Magic?: no (yes)
God?: no (a higher being... yes)
Satan?: no
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: sometimes
Luck?: no... not from the way my life is going (<-wooord)
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang: yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: that is stupid
Do you wish on stars?: yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: ...reborn
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: lots of things
Turn-on?: asians.. guys that remember silly things about you (humor, confidance, responsible)
Turn-off?: men that break my heart (stupidity, immaturity, hot temper)
First kiss?: ... justin
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I'd give probobly give them a chance
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: what are you talking about? guys expect girls to make the first move now
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no (sometimes)
What is best about the opposite sex?: there is nothing good about them... i dont know why i keep letting them break my heart (ability to forget)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: everything (them having a brain and a penis and only enough blood to work one at a time)
What's the last present someone gave you?: ... if you stole it would that count?... if so.. a bracelet (a bag of hawaiian chocolate)
Are you in love?: not at the moment... wait... maybe (nope)
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ... i dont have one (if I had one... they would be)
Who Was the Last Person...
You wanted to kill?: myself (cant recall)
That you laughed at?: christiana ( Brandy)
That laughed at you?: christiana (brandy)
You went shopping with?: christiana (myself)
That broke your heart?: skye (luke)
To disappoint you?: myself (almost everyone I've met in oregon... or came here with)
To make you cry?: myself
To brighten up your day?: ian (Christiana)
That you thought about?: ian (Christiana)
You saw a movie with?: nicole (Mica)
You talked to on the phone?: ian (My mommy)
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: coy (Cheyne?)
You saw?: my mom... when I looked at her 2 sec ago (kristen)
You lost?: myself (luke... not in the dying way... but it feels like it)
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: of my mind? (nope)
What are you wearing right now?: pants... (sweat pants)
What are you worried about right now?: weither or not i should move (moving... getting accepted to school)
What's on your mousepad?: i dont have one
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, tired, tired, tired, and scared (nervious, calm, ready, unprepaired, tired)
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: ... duh
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonely, like usual (content)
Are you listening to music?: no