.got to get you a life //

[alex_rules]

i'm bored and eating potatos and i want to do something but then on the other hand i don't due to the fact i am currently birthing an alien baby.

i've been randomly sad for like...a week and i don't like it. i was in my room being emo for like...an hour. i couldn't take how wussy i was even. how lame is that. and i was listening to the beatles and then the song 'got to get you into my life' came on except it skipped so it sounded like it was saying 'got to get you a life got to get you a life got to get you a life'

i was like

dear god:

thanks

yours truly,

alex

i don't like crying like that because it hurts. sobbing like a fucking baby...so it hurts your chest and your eyes burn. that's so shit i hate it.

and i tried to write down what i was thinking...but the page just got all wet and it looked dumb so i gave up with that.

i'm so lame sometimes.

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