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tonights show was good i guess...
Misery Signals was good.
twelve tribes didnt please me at least.,
Scarlet was great of course.
Zao didnt not please me at all... im not the zao fan i use to be..

in other Preston news..
it was great to see Erin. i hope she had a good time.
Erin.. am i happy? you know the answer.. im sorta happy.... im ok.. but whenever i think about you it hurts me.... and i believe thats what you want, is for me to hurt now.. well you got it.. : o )
but im not gonna be upset for you wanting that.

I miss her smile.
I miss her being right next to me in the seat of my car.
I miss driving home at night, with her lying in my lap.... the whole way home...
I miss doing things and hanging out together.
I miss her voice and talking to her every night before we go to sleep..
I miss seeing her about everyday.
I miss going to her house and seeing her and everyone in her family.
I miss holding her in my arms.
I miss holding her by my side during scary movies.
I miss her leaning her head over on me.
I miss being with her.
I miss her hugs and her sweet kisses.
I miss you