well.....
i have to say ive had quite a good weekend... so far.
mom gone.. not all THAT good but staying out later is.
this weekend i have seen great bands play, met new people, and girls at that... which was a great night meeting them. oh yessssss.
then friday i worked, then met up with paul and justin at krystals and ate and had fun with the gay guy.... then went to justins and watched big fish, which was a real weird movie..
then tonight i went to the mall, then to Q-2000 with paul and played laser tag.
now i cant wait for tomorrow.. very badass show im going to, then waiting for someone to come back from out of town, and go see them...... yeah.
well im home right now, just thinking.....of something i dont need to think about.
im kinda hurting right now, but its expected... its very hard to see someone leave your life that you care a whole lot about.
all i can tell myself is it will get better.. i know it will... it always does..
wow this is hard to do... but it will get better... it has to.... like always