Man...I gotta pee...
Ok soo...yesterday. Yeah a lot of wierd stuff happened that I vowed I wouldn't talk about, so I've got to keep my promise, but I swear to god I never thought the day would come when I actually...heard that. It's hardly as scary as I thought it would be though....heh heh anyways, that was just rambling so yeah on to the stuff you are waiting for.
My life is picking up some, my dad came back and more people seem to be hirring me for baby-sitting again ($$$$ohyeah$$$$). I'm slightly dissapointed with the way T.J. behaves...man you know he held my hand in the hallway and I actually thought something amazing was happening, but I was wrong. It's not like I really like him or I'm truamatized by that, but I'm still dissapointed that I'm just seen as any other girl he can use to show off to his buddies with...does he really even care? I don't know. I saw him holding Kim's hand...I know she doesn't like him that way...dude she's got my brother drooling over her (and to be honest my bro is one hot catch and...well let's not go there about TJ)... I just feel dissapointed that he's such a show off and his attitude is like that. He's not that bad of a guy if you sit and talk to him, but that doesn't mean his hands don't tend to wander. Well, for some reason... I don't picture him as a guy that I could take seriously I'd rather just roll my eyes and tell him he's annoying as hell (slap him a few times <3 ) and walk away. Cruddy bastard. <3
It seems odd having my father back after three weeks...somehow it seems more like I'll be getting less of what I want now. He never seems to take me seriously as a person...I like my mom a lot better. Don't get me wrong I do love my dad, but I just have a much stronger bond with my mother and can be more at ease around her. *shrug* I don't know, sometimes I just think he thinks I'm kind of stupid and irresponsible course I'm telling him that though, because...well I'm not sure. For some odd reason I feel like avoiding him... I don't like feeling that way but I just feel less like me when I'm around him. He doesn't critize me or tell me I'm stupid, he's actually really friendly and funny, but sometimes if I makes a mistake...he might laugh about it and say something funny and that sets everyone off and it makes me look completely stupid and not even want to finish what I was originally saying. I want to go somewhere else...atleast for awhile.
Anyone got a spare room? lol
My life is picking up some, my dad came back and more people seem to be hirring me for baby-sitting again ($$$$ohyeah$$$$). I'm slightly dissapointed with the way T.J. behaves...man you know he held my hand in the hallway and I actually thought something amazing was happening, but I was wrong. It's not like I really like him or I'm truamatized by that, but I'm still dissapointed that I'm just seen as any other girl he can use to show off to his buddies with...does he really even care? I don't know. I saw him holding Kim's hand...I know she doesn't like him that way...dude she's got my brother drooling over her (and to be honest my bro is one hot catch and...well let's not go there about TJ)... I just feel dissapointed that he's such a show off and his attitude is like that. He's not that bad of a guy if you sit and talk to him, but that doesn't mean his hands don't tend to wander. Well, for some reason... I don't picture him as a guy that I could take seriously I'd rather just roll my eyes and tell him he's annoying as hell (slap him a few times <3 ) and walk away. Cruddy bastard. <3
It seems odd having my father back after three weeks...somehow it seems more like I'll be getting less of what I want now. He never seems to take me seriously as a person...I like my mom a lot better. Don't get me wrong I do love my dad, but I just have a much stronger bond with my mother and can be more at ease around her. *shrug* I don't know, sometimes I just think he thinks I'm kind of stupid and irresponsible course I'm telling him that though, because...well I'm not sure. For some odd reason I feel like avoiding him... I don't like feeling that way but I just feel less like me when I'm around him. He doesn't critize me or tell me I'm stupid, he's actually really friendly and funny, but sometimes if I makes a mistake...he might laugh about it and say something funny and that sets everyone off and it makes me look completely stupid and not even want to finish what I was originally saying. I want to go somewhere else...atleast for awhile.
Anyone got a spare room? lol