Bleh....
I don't know what's going on.... I'm so tired and dazed lately. It's like I cant focus on anything. My mind is so out of whack! All I can do is pretend to be working, listen to music and smoke cigarettes. It's really nice someties, but mostly it feels like the days are bleeding into one long piece of crap. I like being home, and I like having relatively nothing to do, but I get so bored. I do work hard, but I fell like I sit on my ass all the time. Um, I cant think of what to write now, cigarette time. I swear I just quit like 30 minutes ago.....