Sep 09, 2004 20:06
So, I have a new boyfriend, my first boyfriend, and I couldn't be more excited. Yeah, I'm moving in three days half way around the world, but I realised that I love him so much, and It wouldn't be fair for me to ask him to wait for me at all. So I just decided trying to make a relationship work with him is totally worth it, he's the most sweet, caring, romantic guy and he's a great kisser. I don't know how things will turn out down the road being apart for so long, but I know no matter what happens I will always have him as a great friend, and that's something I could never give up. It took a lot of convincing on his part to make me see that being together as a couple is a good thing and I'm so happy he's so stubborn. He makes me feel so good, and I hope that I do the same for him, he means a lot to me. SO, yeah, in other news, I leave in 3 days!! I'm freaking out, I have no idea if I'm ready yet, I need to get a few more things, and apparently my mom has set up meetings for me with everyone I've pretty much ever met in my ENTIRE life! And she's decided that because I'm leaving in 3 days she's going to exercise her powers as a parent as much as she can while I'm still around. I don't mind much though, but it can be annoying. Um, I don't know what else to write, I'm really tired, and feeling kinda sick, it makes sense that I get sick now though, I haven't been sick for a year, but 3 days before I leave. However, It could be friom stress, I don't know, I'm not really in touch with all my emotions and thoughts right now. Anyway, I need to go to bed now, I'm really tired, night...