yeah guys.

[alex_is_diverse]

yeah so i guees i havent been exacty up to date with this thing.

but i had a pretty good weeekend and i wanted to sleep a full night, but it is 4 54 once agian and here i am gazing in to my lcd hi defanition monitor as if it were an escape from the thought that are going on in my mind as i close my eyes and listen to the buzz of the television, and see the glowing colors from the inside of my eye lids.

the movie tru confessions made me think about alot of things, i know it puts me in the place as a freshmen trying to find his self but

what the fuck why not?

and mtv and vh1 and mtv2 and fuse

are all the same and i cant belive that they play music when know one is awake to hear it but the boy who analizes it to the extent to not watch>

agian i tryed to watch somthing differnt like desigener guys

but again realized that there post modern view on things will not help me sleep.

but to choke on my self sorrow and think how i will not be able to tell the differnce of swade and ultra swade

well cassie clara and kelly.( i think they read this seems how i have about 8 friends on here)

ima go take a shower and try not to think about how the day was so wasted

<3

love you GUYs.