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i think i am the most consistent, stable person i know. almsot everyone i know around me is crazy in one way shape or form.
some people swear up and down they are the most mature things to ever walk this earth, when the truth couldnt be the furthest from it.
it's quite amusing actually. but on the other hand kind of of pitiful.
i like boys that make me dinner and chocolate covered strawberries. it's nice.
some people would bet their life's savings that all men/human species in general are asses and treats them bad. but have never take a second to possibly realize that it could be them. they are just way too stupid and oblivious that they cant identify a bad person when they see one. i mean it's not hard. to find someone to like you for you, i mean you must be pretty crazy, intense, for no one to find some kind of interest in you.
it's just like those poeple who are const. changing friends or close friends. they would again bet their life savings that it was this person or that person's fault. but when you look at the hard facts you know what the one variable that remains the same? you. duh. how could it be possibly that every friend you have ever met with exception of one or two people have been fucked up and you feel the need to ditch the rest?
but who am i to say anyways. you just do what you do best.you.
and perfection is just a misconception. there is no way that it could possibly exist. its a nice idea in theory, but im afraid it would turn out awefully boring. but i would really like to know what sparks infatuation. i dont think it has much to do with asthetics either.
and i dont feel like i need to know that much about your lives random myspace people. i dont need to know you are packing or leaving in 5 days or that you had orange juice this morning for breakfast. if you want to tell me some interesting facts about how the world was created or that you had an out of body experience, ok, but i dont really care to know that you have blue underwear with white polka dots on.
i want live in a big city like in sex and the city. i would love just walking down the streets full of people and meeting someone new in a coffee shop every day. but then again the most populated of cities can be the most lonliest of places. and also walking around half knowing a hundred people isnt as great as intimately knowing two. but then again lol on the other hand pizza at 3 a.m would be pretty fucking great.
and people should stop lying to themselves to make themselves feel better. i think admitting to yourself is so much better. i know i sin, i dont make excuses for it. but i repent.
im readig about the man made theory of aids. which makes a lot of sense actually. i like the guerilla media. it makes you see other radical points of views. which in this case totally make sense. if aids had accidently jumped from monkey to man in africa then spread to the u.s in the early 80s why did our aids epidemic begin with young white gay males in new york? it just doesnt make any sense. its also documented that our aids started before africa. they said that aids began in a lab where they were testing gays with an experiemental vaccine using viruses from monkeys. most patients tested in turned positive for aids. which then raises the question if gays were targeted for some sort of biological warfare.
huh. this was long and kind of pointless but im bored waiting for tomm.
some people swear up and down they are the most mature things to ever walk this earth, when the truth couldnt be the furthest from it.
it's quite amusing actually. but on the other hand kind of of pitiful.
i like boys that make me dinner and chocolate covered strawberries. it's nice.
some people would bet their life's savings that all men/human species in general are asses and treats them bad. but have never take a second to possibly realize that it could be them. they are just way too stupid and oblivious that they cant identify a bad person when they see one. i mean it's not hard. to find someone to like you for you, i mean you must be pretty crazy, intense, for no one to find some kind of interest in you.
it's just like those poeple who are const. changing friends or close friends. they would again bet their life savings that it was this person or that person's fault. but when you look at the hard facts you know what the one variable that remains the same? you. duh. how could it be possibly that every friend you have ever met with exception of one or two people have been fucked up and you feel the need to ditch the rest?
but who am i to say anyways. you just do what you do best.you.
and perfection is just a misconception. there is no way that it could possibly exist. its a nice idea in theory, but im afraid it would turn out awefully boring. but i would really like to know what sparks infatuation. i dont think it has much to do with asthetics either.
and i dont feel like i need to know that much about your lives random myspace people. i dont need to know you are packing or leaving in 5 days or that you had orange juice this morning for breakfast. if you want to tell me some interesting facts about how the world was created or that you had an out of body experience, ok, but i dont really care to know that you have blue underwear with white polka dots on.
i want live in a big city like in sex and the city. i would love just walking down the streets full of people and meeting someone new in a coffee shop every day. but then again the most populated of cities can be the most lonliest of places. and also walking around half knowing a hundred people isnt as great as intimately knowing two. but then again lol on the other hand pizza at 3 a.m would be pretty fucking great.
and people should stop lying to themselves to make themselves feel better. i think admitting to yourself is so much better. i know i sin, i dont make excuses for it. but i repent.
im readig about the man made theory of aids. which makes a lot of sense actually. i like the guerilla media. it makes you see other radical points of views. which in this case totally make sense. if aids had accidently jumped from monkey to man in africa then spread to the u.s in the early 80s why did our aids epidemic begin with young white gay males in new york? it just doesnt make any sense. its also documented that our aids started before africa. they said that aids began in a lab where they were testing gays with an experiemental vaccine using viruses from monkeys. most patients tested in turned positive for aids. which then raises the question if gays were targeted for some sort of biological warfare.
huh. this was long and kind of pointless but im bored waiting for tomm.