Pouring out jaded thoughts
I'll pour it all out.. but you promise me not to think of me differently
It's like me and alden.. we're both kinda love sick... well i am particaliar today... really I am
So Alden's got his little girl, he's got Sam. Let me tell ya Alden wasnt the same as he was before he had her... But it tells me something. Its like when we dont get enough love we eventually die. And fuck me for pouring my heart out to some fake ass interent live journal. You know things are just so fucking half assesed when they are said online. I hate being online, but its addicting.
Theres two things that keep all of us motivated. Most of us. Me.
Love and Fear
What Love Is
Love is my batteries. And w/o it I will die. I feel like everyday I loose a little juice. Sometimes. Right now I am just depressed. Love is something we all need. Its what makes Alden so happy right now. Its what changed his thinking. Read his fucking live journals... everyone of them. Having Sam kicks his low self esteem's ass and he dosent need anything else, really. Suppose he loses Sam, It'll practically kill Alden. Thats what a broken heart is. Aldens never been happier ever since Sam came in to cuddle with him, and... love him. Love is what kills off everyone of anybody else except the person you truely love. To some of my friends, Love is all they need... that one person that they get it front, their boy friend or girl friend... thats all they really need, is that person because they provide everything they ever need. Love.
What Fear Is
Fear is what we do for love. We can do the stupidest things like hurting ourselfs ( i cant judge anyone for that matter though )... loving someone online.. or abandoning your other friends (because they need love too) for someone
I've done all three.. some people sacrafice almost fucking EVERYTHING just to go out with somebody and get their love... or try too...
hmmm......
"its so easy for someone to say lifes good, when things go productive for them.. its so easy for someone to say good things will happen, when good things always occur with them... and trust me.. when all the things go right for you, you have no care in the world.. and its easy for you to tell someone who is going through hell when you've got it made yourself..."
be oh so fragile with my heart, I could die if you break it
It's like me and alden.. we're both kinda love sick... well i am particaliar today... really I am
So Alden's got his little girl, he's got Sam. Let me tell ya Alden wasnt the same as he was before he had her... But it tells me something. Its like when we dont get enough love we eventually die. And fuck me for pouring my heart out to some fake ass interent live journal. You know things are just so fucking half assesed when they are said online. I hate being online, but its addicting.
Theres two things that keep all of us motivated. Most of us. Me.
Love and Fear
What Love Is
Love is my batteries. And w/o it I will die. I feel like everyday I loose a little juice. Sometimes. Right now I am just depressed. Love is something we all need. Its what makes Alden so happy right now. Its what changed his thinking. Read his fucking live journals... everyone of them. Having Sam kicks his low self esteem's ass and he dosent need anything else, really. Suppose he loses Sam, It'll practically kill Alden. Thats what a broken heart is. Aldens never been happier ever since Sam came in to cuddle with him, and... love him. Love is what kills off everyone of anybody else except the person you truely love. To some of my friends, Love is all they need... that one person that they get it front, their boy friend or girl friend... thats all they really need, is that person because they provide everything they ever need. Love.
What Fear Is
Fear is what we do for love. We can do the stupidest things like hurting ourselfs ( i cant judge anyone for that matter though )... loving someone online.. or abandoning your other friends (because they need love too) for someone
I've done all three.. some people sacrafice almost fucking EVERYTHING just to go out with somebody and get their love... or try too...
hmmm......
"its so easy for someone to say lifes good, when things go productive for them.. its so easy for someone to say good things will happen, when good things always occur with them... and trust me.. when all the things go right for you, you have no care in the world.. and its easy for you to tell someone who is going through hell when you've got it made yourself..."
be oh so fragile with my heart, I could die if you break it