you wouldn't recognize me now...i'm not who i used to be
hah well that was weird, just came onto the new lj and saw all the crazy changes and thought someone had bought me a paid account without me noticing! damn cool all these crazy things though *messes about*
well i'm here, i'm actually really good, it doesn't hurt anymore, it sort of numbed off after a couple of days. i'm starting to really not care at all, i've started talking to him again so we're not at loggerheads anymore. and i'm just in the process of forgetting him now. simon and i went to an audition a week ago for chrysalis arts festival productions of alice in wonderland and a load of other stuff. i volunteered to help design and make the costumes aswell so hopefully something will come out of that. i'm very excited about going back because the people are wonderful. i'm hoping against hope that i got into alice in wonderland, but the acting talent was so so high. oh well, i can but try. there's a guy called sebastian who is damn amusing and is entirely 'the funk' (new saying to annoy everyone). more on this when anything develops. i had to be a tractor though, which i've wasted no time in telling anyone who will listen. i think it sounds very impressive ;)
my new found love of art is taking over the world, i am more and more determined to attack st martins in london and demand they take me and ciara into their arty/fashion designy bosom and create bright young things out of us. a photo post soon i feel. of current projects, finished projects (yes i do finish some things i promise!!)... <3
ongoing things at present:
art sketchbook, fabric/sewing/based on colour/silly drawings of rubber ducks/tye dyeing at school, which makes my fingers inky. i like to wave them in people's faces and shout loooooooook rather pointlessly.
'landered gentry' outfit, the dress code for simon's birthday party, for which the invitations were of an infinitely beautiful standard. a googleplex of amazingness if i may say so. current components are a tweed skirt that was my mothers, comes up to the waist which is quite frightening and almost dita von teese like, contemplating trying to make it hip-y, or just living with the waistness. and i'm going to attach baubles. because it is nearly christmas and the vintage charity shop baubles should be out in force if all goes well. a ruffled shirt too ala victorians. i'm hoping. and court shoes. cos everybody loves a bit of court.
birthday presents for the following: simon, em, becky
christmas presents for everrrrrryone really.
letters (i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry, they're coming! holly yours is almost done, i keep taking it into school and working on it when i should be listening to lectures ;p)
journals (but of course! pictures sometime)
scrapbook, oh its a beauty, how i love it.
pics pics pics coming soon. new haircut too. hair was pink for a brief time, ie: one day, but the dye ran out. it should have lasted 6-8 weeks i don't understand it. depression to the highest degree.
it's time to artify the life ladies and gents, and i mean it this time. i'm having a clear out, i've had enough of just trundling along. i'm gearing myself up to try and take the world by storm (heh yeah, so gonna happen) ;) wish me luck?
(and how are you all, i love you all very much, you are too good to me)
well i'm here, i'm actually really good, it doesn't hurt anymore, it sort of numbed off after a couple of days. i'm starting to really not care at all, i've started talking to him again so we're not at loggerheads anymore. and i'm just in the process of forgetting him now. simon and i went to an audition a week ago for chrysalis arts festival productions of alice in wonderland and a load of other stuff. i volunteered to help design and make the costumes aswell so hopefully something will come out of that. i'm very excited about going back because the people are wonderful. i'm hoping against hope that i got into alice in wonderland, but the acting talent was so so high. oh well, i can but try. there's a guy called sebastian who is damn amusing and is entirely 'the funk' (new saying to annoy everyone). more on this when anything develops. i had to be a tractor though, which i've wasted no time in telling anyone who will listen. i think it sounds very impressive ;)
my new found love of art is taking over the world, i am more and more determined to attack st martins in london and demand they take me and ciara into their arty/fashion designy bosom and create bright young things out of us. a photo post soon i feel. of current projects, finished projects (yes i do finish some things i promise!!)... <3
ongoing things at present:
art sketchbook, fabric/sewing/based on colour/silly drawings of rubber ducks/tye dyeing at school, which makes my fingers inky. i like to wave them in people's faces and shout loooooooook rather pointlessly.
'landered gentry' outfit, the dress code for simon's birthday party, for which the invitations were of an infinitely beautiful standard. a googleplex of amazingness if i may say so. current components are a tweed skirt that was my mothers, comes up to the waist which is quite frightening and almost dita von teese like, contemplating trying to make it hip-y, or just living with the waistness. and i'm going to attach baubles. because it is nearly christmas and the vintage charity shop baubles should be out in force if all goes well. a ruffled shirt too ala victorians. i'm hoping. and court shoes. cos everybody loves a bit of court.
birthday presents for the following: simon, em, becky
christmas presents for everrrrrryone really.
letters (i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry, they're coming! holly yours is almost done, i keep taking it into school and working on it when i should be listening to lectures ;p)
journals (but of course! pictures sometime)
scrapbook, oh its a beauty, how i love it.
pics pics pics coming soon. new haircut too. hair was pink for a brief time, ie: one day, but the dye ran out. it should have lasted 6-8 weeks i don't understand it. depression to the highest degree.
it's time to artify the life ladies and gents, and i mean it this time. i'm having a clear out, i've had enough of just trundling along. i'm gearing myself up to try and take the world by storm (heh yeah, so gonna happen) ;) wish me luck?
(and how are you all, i love you all very much, you are too good to me)