Everything That Sucks In My Life
Ok so my depression is worsening at an alarming speed so I think I will now talk about everyhing that sucks.
My UNAM examn: I don't think I've talked about that. The thing is, I actually did pass the exam and was accepted, buuuut, when I was supposed to sign up I found out that if I tried to get my papers out of my current school (studying accounting rn) which I simply couldn't afford. Soooo, my place at the UNAM was lost despite passing the examn. How fantastic, uh /sarcasm
My job: It sucks. My boss is insufferable and annoying and mean and I can't stand my coworker who is mean in such an underhanded and self righteous way I just can't with them both. Also, the work load is completely unrealistic for all of us. That, along with a lot of layoffs everywhere has us all on edge and with the stress to the top.
School: My entire class hates each other. They're all annoying and selfish and backstabbing all around assholes. I hate them all. I hate my professors. I hate everything. And I've been back to school for just over a week. How am I going to survive?
My family: We have so many debts it's unbelievable. My dad seems to have debts everywhere we look. We had to move into a smaller (much smaller) house because we couldn't keep paying the rent we had. Also, my mom finally, after 25 years, got fed up with my dad's attitude and uselessness and told him that they should get separated. He reacted by getting all defensive and angry but not giving any actual answer. They are now... What's the word for it? Estranged, I believe. Anyway, that's been hitting us all pretty hard.
Food: I can't eat again. Since yesterday I've just has a few bites of granola and coffe. It's now 5:30 and all I've eaten is coffee and a small piece of bread. I think I'm too angry to eat or maybe too depressed. I just can't care about anything right now. I can't wait until the week is over.