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shitty day today. felt like shit and then went to work. i seriously need to get the fuck out of that place. so far the summer has had a bunch of good times. smazz' place was ill and the waterfalls pretty fun stuff. i really wish i got to go see rage in ny but yet again this shit hole stopped that. nothings really the same anymore, faces seem to come and go these days. ive filtered myself a couple times, but new assholes always show up. make ups and break ups seem to be a theme for me this year. ive gotten rather paranoid to, which i dont really understand. kind of a new habit. its like one of those things where you feel everyone knows something you dont know, but yet i have no fucking clue what it is. within all this id like to make it known that im not really mad or depressed. its more confused than anything.
on another note, ive been with the same girl for 3 1/2 years and i still feel the same way for her. i wish i could see her more often. like right now for example
on another note, ive been with the same girl for 3 1/2 years and i still feel the same way for her. i wish i could see her more often. like right now for example