Jan 01, 2005 13:04
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!
I had an okay time last night, that one guy wasnt there, but it was okay. it was the usual ppl, and there wasnt anyone there that i didnt like, so its all good. and its fun to watch all your parents freinds get drunk and spill red wine all over the carpet... lol... good times. then i played pool with all the drunks... i actually did pretty well, although i was playing against drunks.... there was a hot tube to, so that was nice... other than that i just ate alot.. i really like their house, its very frank loyd wright...
my mom sat me down, 2 days ago, and said, 'i need to talk to you' i was just like oh shit, what did i do, but then she started talking about how shes been really depressed, and that she wanted me to take all the xmas stuff down... so yea, i can understand that, so while she was getting her hair done i took apart the mantle and put the tree ordiments away, ect, ect, and then she gets home, and she seems okay, and then she starts cooking dinner and i hear her humming xmas music... WTF? whatever, i think i actually feel better now that the tree is down.
i was thinking about it, and im really glad colin didnt choose me... partly cuz hes just not what i want, and hes so happy now with james... yea, i just dont think that would have worked... but it didnt happen, so no worries....
im dreading going back to school! my sleep schedual is so messed up, i dont know what im going to do! uggg! and i still have shit to do! fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!!!!