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i have been so fucking spastic lately... i think its because i have been so freaking horny... lol well its true. Life has been kind of odd. i mean nothing has really changed, but it feels diffrent. i have a date, with this guy named phil. Hes cute... hes one of those guys that grows on you, like the more you see him, the cuter you think he is. i have only talked to him a little bit but he seems so cool! hes so nice, and he actually has a sence of humor... and hes a total romantic.. just like me! and we have our date all planed out. Its the perfect date, and i know cameron will agree. heres what we have planed:
1. Ice skating
2. Coffee
3. Shopping
4. Late lunch
yea, it should be fun...
it has come to my attention that some ppl (more than one actually, thats not suppose to sound so sarcastic) think im a rich bitch snob. i dont think i can really defend myself from this, and i hate that people think that... and i can understand why they think that, but i have to say, that im really not, i mean, i guess i might be a snob when it comes to myself... like im picky about clothes and stuff, but when it comes to other ppl, i dont care. I dont care what they wear, i dont care if they have money... i just dont care. I mean some of you know this, those of you who know me well... i dont know, am i rich bitch? im not even rich.... this is stupid, ppl just need to stop talking shit, and get to know me... i mean for half of my life my family didnt have money... i can relate to some of you more than you think i can... i know what its like
dont judge a book by its cover
i think thats why ppl think it, because i do have a cover that is kinda like that, but its a defence thing more than anything, i mean queen ann kids are so fucking mean.... john hay was awful, if you didnt have money, you were worthless... even some of the teachers thought that... so i dunno, i guess i just never got out of that completely... and there is somthing to be said for walking aorund like you own the place... although i am never rude about it... no, i dont think i even do that, i just hold myself up, i mean im proud of myself, and im never mean, like in a store i dont ignore the ppl that work there... i dont know, i dont know why im even defending myself, i just dont like ppl thinking im so shallow... well i guess if ppl cant see through that its not a huge loss
wow you guys must be hella bored with me, i bet most of you dont even read this, just scan for your name, lol
oh well
britney is mad at hannah for "stealing" her bf... so they are mad at her. Saw this coming a mile away
i feel bad for nick, because hes totaly in the middle of that, and hes really irritated.... he seriosly got mad today at the bus stop and just started venting... which is fine, he seriously needed it... he bottles things up to much... i should actually call him. we had fun on the bus tho... funny.... then i got off and met my mom downtown and went shopping.
i got hannahs xmas gift... and i got myself a sweatshirt... i still have hella xmas shopping to do tho, omg, and i dont have enough money... not good... i need to make a list
im only doing some freinds this year, so thats good. doing nick, hannah, colin, kerry... i think thats it
im super tired, i havent gotten enough sleep, but i have tomarow off so i can sleep in alot, although the contracters are coming over and my mom is PISSED at the guy. omg shes bitching so much about it, she says she is going to yell at him, so it should be interesting, im just going to stay in my room and work on my project, i dont want to get in the middle of that. she flat out yelled at my stepdad for leaving an xmas gift for me out... i didnt even see what it was, except that it came in the mail, and she yelled at him, and i was like whoa, calm down, its okay... its not like i would have believed santa brought it anyways. god. so shes breaking down....
talked to zoe today, i seriously need to get my curfew extened... i mean if 15, its so lame! she invited me to go to a rave with them... which would be fun, but i would never be able to go because of my mom... that and kerrys bday party is that same night.... im exited for that... home alone on friday night to.... sounds so nice, maybe ill have someone come over for a bit...
1. Ice skating
2. Coffee
3. Shopping
4. Late lunch
yea, it should be fun...
it has come to my attention that some ppl (more than one actually, thats not suppose to sound so sarcastic) think im a rich bitch snob. i dont think i can really defend myself from this, and i hate that people think that... and i can understand why they think that, but i have to say, that im really not, i mean, i guess i might be a snob when it comes to myself... like im picky about clothes and stuff, but when it comes to other ppl, i dont care. I dont care what they wear, i dont care if they have money... i just dont care. I mean some of you know this, those of you who know me well... i dont know, am i rich bitch? im not even rich.... this is stupid, ppl just need to stop talking shit, and get to know me... i mean for half of my life my family didnt have money... i can relate to some of you more than you think i can... i know what its like
dont judge a book by its cover
i think thats why ppl think it, because i do have a cover that is kinda like that, but its a defence thing more than anything, i mean queen ann kids are so fucking mean.... john hay was awful, if you didnt have money, you were worthless... even some of the teachers thought that... so i dunno, i guess i just never got out of that completely... and there is somthing to be said for walking aorund like you own the place... although i am never rude about it... no, i dont think i even do that, i just hold myself up, i mean im proud of myself, and im never mean, like in a store i dont ignore the ppl that work there... i dont know, i dont know why im even defending myself, i just dont like ppl thinking im so shallow... well i guess if ppl cant see through that its not a huge loss
wow you guys must be hella bored with me, i bet most of you dont even read this, just scan for your name, lol
oh well
britney is mad at hannah for "stealing" her bf... so they are mad at her. Saw this coming a mile away
i feel bad for nick, because hes totaly in the middle of that, and hes really irritated.... he seriosly got mad today at the bus stop and just started venting... which is fine, he seriously needed it... he bottles things up to much... i should actually call him. we had fun on the bus tho... funny.... then i got off and met my mom downtown and went shopping.
i got hannahs xmas gift... and i got myself a sweatshirt... i still have hella xmas shopping to do tho, omg, and i dont have enough money... not good... i need to make a list
im only doing some freinds this year, so thats good. doing nick, hannah, colin, kerry... i think thats it
im super tired, i havent gotten enough sleep, but i have tomarow off so i can sleep in alot, although the contracters are coming over and my mom is PISSED at the guy. omg shes bitching so much about it, she says she is going to yell at him, so it should be interesting, im just going to stay in my room and work on my project, i dont want to get in the middle of that. she flat out yelled at my stepdad for leaving an xmas gift for me out... i didnt even see what it was, except that it came in the mail, and she yelled at him, and i was like whoa, calm down, its okay... its not like i would have believed santa brought it anyways. god. so shes breaking down....
talked to zoe today, i seriously need to get my curfew extened... i mean if 15, its so lame! she invited me to go to a rave with them... which would be fun, but i would never be able to go because of my mom... that and kerrys bday party is that same night.... im exited for that... home alone on friday night to.... sounds so nice, maybe ill have someone come over for a bit...