Hoping to be in Neverland.

[alex111]

Lately I've been down due to the changes that are happening in my life. I believe I have found the reason for it. Ever since I was little I feel things more intensely than most people. I also have a hard time communicating what I feel inside to anyone. Maybe the feeling I have works only in fantasies, not the real world. I was lucky enough to find people who can almost understand how I feel but just my luck they are moving away or leaving for an extended period of time. I will miss them both so much. I feel bad for giving the other one a hard time about moving away. I'm sure she has better things to do than to have to deal with my little quirks. I just hope that I didn't screw things up between us. I realize that I can get attached to people but in my defense its a symbiotic relationship.
I realize that nothing in the real world will ever live up to what I feel inside. I must come to terms with this.