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I was checking out old journal updates by ppl I haven't heard from in a while and I found this tittle from Isis420 logs
"And if life's not beautiful without the pain, well then I'd rather never ever even see beauty again"
I like this song lyric that she posted a while back and it made me miss her postings. There were also old tests or surveys that she did that I might redo. Even though she pisses me off sometimes, I'm sure I do that to her aswell I will miss her when she moves away. I always thought she was going to be around but when Steve left for BC I had a feeling the ppl will soon follow his example and move somewhere for a while. I guess the world is big and I don't discourage people from exploring it but I when I get close to someone its sometimes hard to let them go. I'm sure it won't be the last.
Nessa is moving to Australia for 8-10 months and I have a feeling she might not come back and thats a pill thats too big to swallow. I can't see my self being complete with out her. She is the best thing that ever happend to me. There must be something wong with me. Why don't I just go to Australia with her. I know that I will just miss her and complian to everyone around me why I didn't. If she doesn't come back and I lose her I'm going there and getting her back.
There are a lot of important ppl in my life and that makes me feel blessed. I just wish I have the power to keep them around.
One more thing, my car died on me at center street by the turning lane to 4th street. If u were late for something do to my negligence I apologize. Celebrity was not the fastest or the best looking car but he got me around and we had really good times. I hope he gets better soon.
"And if life's not beautiful without the pain, well then I'd rather never ever even see beauty again"
I like this song lyric that she posted a while back and it made me miss her postings. There were also old tests or surveys that she did that I might redo. Even though she pisses me off sometimes, I'm sure I do that to her aswell I will miss her when she moves away. I always thought she was going to be around but when Steve left for BC I had a feeling the ppl will soon follow his example and move somewhere for a while. I guess the world is big and I don't discourage people from exploring it but I when I get close to someone its sometimes hard to let them go. I'm sure it won't be the last.
Nessa is moving to Australia for 8-10 months and I have a feeling she might not come back and thats a pill thats too big to swallow. I can't see my self being complete with out her. She is the best thing that ever happend to me. There must be something wong with me. Why don't I just go to Australia with her. I know that I will just miss her and complian to everyone around me why I didn't. If she doesn't come back and I lose her I'm going there and getting her back.
There are a lot of important ppl in my life and that makes me feel blessed. I just wish I have the power to keep them around.
One more thing, my car died on me at center street by the turning lane to 4th street. If u were late for something do to my negligence I apologize. Celebrity was not the fastest or the best looking car but he got me around and we had really good times. I hope he gets better soon.