Forty-Seven

[aleurier]

I do not consider myself religious, but I like to think that I’m going down that road. And like any road, there are its bumps and potholes.

I always believed that whatever happened in life, there was a reason for it.

My beliefs are starting to falter.

I was never strong in them to begin with.

I was so optimistic with how my life was going at the beginning of this month. That is the reason why I’ve been so busy. I’ve had plans. I actually had something to look forward to.

But a single fail, threw me off balance.

Now everything that I’m working for isn’t getting me anywhere. Life is becoming unfair as of recently. Everything is happening at the same time, and none of it is good news!

I laugh. I laughed. Seriously.

Everything has a reason.

That is becoming hard to believe.

Now I’m just going with the flow. I’m working towards something, that of which I’m sure.

So my passion for now is writing. I’m happy for that.

At least something is going right in my life.

This post was not meant to be grammatically correct OR make much sense either. I just like how it came out, and I am sticking to it.