I feel that I'm missing something in my life and I won't be surprised if something should have happened but didn't thanks to my do-nothing-attitude. Don't confuse it with the 'well, if you didn't do it, what's stopping you from doing it now?' feeling. It's really beyond that. It's more of the 'this is what should be happening now but it isn't thanks to you' type of feeling. Get what I mean? Perhaps not. Still, that's what I'm feeling at this moment. Usually this feeling pops up when I'm looking over something - not speaking about monetary gains. It comes and goes but it always ends with that feeling and its freakin' depressing, which, is an emotion I really hate - I really don't like angsting.
But I then remembered a quote I once read back in high school which went something like this 'If you were meant for it, you'll get to it no matter what's your situation in life.' Which is different from the other quote of 'if it is meant to be, it will be' (or is that the same thing? err).
Yeah, I feel a tinsy winsy better now.
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Not my shirt but I'm a Zelda fan, so, yeah!