May 16, 2005 12:18
1 John 2:16
"For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life is not of the Father but is of the world."
Thank you God for giving me strength and motivation to succeed in things that require self control... I cannot control myself...
67 days since I last smoked
59 days since I last had a drink with caffeine in it
These things are only from God, because I am a selfish, self-serving, worldly human being who is only made more through God.
Mostly... I still want these things...
but I don't want to want them...