treading water

[alethiometry]

I'm so tired of all the Things that are Happening in the world. I might just ignore everything and focus on what little pockets of good we still have. it's not the healthiest coping mechanism, I know, but it's the only one that will keep me sane. this week's South Park was wonderful and cathartic and just what I needed. tonight's SPN was wonderful and cathartic and just what I needed. Taiwan is set to become the first Asian country to legalize same-sex marriage, and it might even happen within the next few months. I'm going to spend the weekend cleaning my room and playing video games and working on my writing, and then I have a date with a cute boy next week. I'm scheduling a mental health screening/checkup next month because I think it's long overdue, and I don't want another year like this one, and it feels really good to actually take charge of something small like this when the rest of the world is spinning out of control.

so. yeah. it does still feel like I'm treading water right now, but I've been swimming all my life so I'm actually pretty good at it. I can do this.

also Dean Winchester is my precious baby and I love him to bits <3