.. felt like a Friday.
Today seemed to go by fast (it felt like a Friday), but my feet wouldn't agree with that. They are very sore and it feels good sitting down.
Today is Thursday. I found out that my life has been in autopilot.
- Go to school.
- Come home from school during third hour and lunch (except for on Mondays and sometimes I cut out of homeroom.)
- Eat and mean to read my book, but I never do; I always get distracted. My book was due back today actually, but I need to finish.
- Go back to school.
- Nearly pass out of fatigue in sixth hour.
- Go home.
- Eat quick.
- Go to work.
- Work has been all repetition in different orders.
- Come home.
- Go to the bathroom.
- Take a shower.
- Dry hair.
- Put on pajamas.
- Update journal if possible and feeling like it.
- Talk to Johnny on the tele (only after nine o'clock).
- Fall asleep
Repeat.
It will be like this for the approx. twenty more days.
What has been new? A lot actually..
I am going to Greece and Italy this summer for ten days. I am going with some fellow students (whoever they are) and a teacher and her husband from school.
I got a raise. Not much though; only 30 cents when it should have been 75. I will continue to apply else where- when I get the time.
I have been really happy with my relationship with John. I like it because I have a huge oppertunity to flirt, which honestly I do. I could leave him for anyone up here, but yet I find myself never wanting to be. I like it because things between us are mutual. We don't obsess and make silly promise promises because we don't need to. We don't depend on each other. We have the best of communication. It's just a very healthy relationship even though I miss him to pieces.
I think that's it for tonight.. And tomorrow is Friday..